A to Z...

You know how sometimes you make plans, and then life happens? Some people plan their whole future from an early age... some girls plan their wedding to the slightest detail. I was never one of those girls, I never wanted to get married, but as everyone else I have goals and planned for the future. Unfortunately (or should I say fortunately) sometimes plan B comes before plan A, and that's life... because life is what happens when you're busy making plans. People fear change until they understand why their path has changed, and that takes time... So I have accepted whatever hand I have been dealth in life, and did the best I could. Nonetheless I crave more... I crave to be worthy, to furfill my own expectactions of myself, to find a place within where I'm enough even for me... However that sense of acceptance for life or for ones self doesn't come without effort, sacrifice or in any way as fast as we wish it would. Maybe that's the reason people so often say we must fall to rise stronger... but I have a hard time believing that's what they thought when succumbing to the darkness.